have i always been angry?
or just unhappy at the circumstances?
have my feelings engulfed my reality?
what is reality now?
i don’t feel mad, angry or sad
why do you tell me i am?
is this real?
am i real?
where do these feelings hide?
do they come out once?
twice?
never? always?
what does this mean? to me? to you?
is my existence profitable?
who’s happy now?
what does a relationship mean? work? understanding?
forgiveness?
i have no answers!
it ended too quickly!
where does caring start? stop?
who decides? you? me? no one? someone?
GOD?
are you my punishment for crime?
sins are great, but how much can i handle?
lose everything? a little? a lot? nothing?
so confusing this all is.
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