Disappear (2008)

why can i not diappear?
there is nothing left for staying.
you know i am right, you know.
it is time to let this go.
it will hurt, yet it hurts to stay.
can't you see it this way?
you do not need me
my job is complete
we are complete.
time to disappear.

How Many Times (2008)

how many times do i say goodbye
or succumb and give into the lie?

how many times do i say i'm leaving
because it is not "us" we are weaving?

how many times do i say i'm tired
until we can get our shit rewired?

how many times do i say i'm finished
before i become completely diminished?

how many times do i say i'm alone
and continue to be your unknown?

how many times do i say goodbye
from now until the day i die?

I Feel Nothing (2008)

what do you see when you see me?
what do you hear when you hear me?
what do you taste when you taste me?
what do you feel when you feel me?

i see nothing.
i hear nothing.
i taste nothing.
i feel nothing.

I Listened (2008)

has nothing i said
sunk into your head?

why do i keep telling
as my anger is swelling?

you hear what i say
yet ignore it away!

you make me so mad
because you are so sad.

i've told you before
your life can be more.

you simply must choose
and be willing to lose

i've asked for your life
be lessened of strife

but you have to know
and be ready to show

that you can adhear
to the words that you hear.

i'll love you forever
as long as you never

give up on yourself
with your heart on the shelf.